Dear Diary…
Every other discussion I have these days seems to revolve somehow about Twitter, Facebook, blogging, or something of that sort. I am not always able to justify why I am on these things other than having them as a window for me to express myself and that I simply enjoy sharing the daily happenings of my life online. I know it doesn’t necessarily make sense, but I am having fun and a few people seem to like to follow the random updates I make around the clock. I feel connected and at many times liberated by saying out loud what I think. I am quite comfortable not being anonymous, but – believe it or not – it restricts what I can say online. Tweeting throughout the day became part of my lifestyle which I do not think about doing anymore.
Talking about other changes in my lifestyle, I am so happy I have been able to continue going to the gym while I’m in town. A serious issue with all the travels I’ve done in this year is that I cannot go the gym while I’m abroad, I’m still very intimidated by the gym and I like only going to the one I know. The result of this is that I only go to the gym when I’m in Muscat. I’ve been going to *my* gym regularly and recently I was fortunate to meet an old schoolmate in the gym who I get to train with (and for which I’m grateful!) , so I’m actually having fun at the gym these days and I feel like I’m progressing. I weight myself yesterday and it turns out I gained more than 2 Kgs since the last time I did my measurements! (I’m trying to gain weight!
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Other than that I still generally feel quite stressed with what I’m doing in my life, but it’s getting better because I started updating the OmaniCuisine and the Republic of Code once again. I am done with that crazy international environment law course that I had to do for work. It was good, but it just came at the wrong time. I do get stressed at times about my Muscat Daily column, I don’t really get any feedback and I’m not sure if I’m doing well,bad, or what. At times I really don’t have any idea what I should be writing about next, I used to keep a list of topic ideas, I don’t where that list went. I still think that I’m doing better than how I was doing a month ago. I hope I can get in top of it all by the end of the summer.
Ramadan should start in a month, I’m really not looking forward to it. I have a feeling it’s going to be crazy hot, and I’m afraid I’ll be thirsty all day long. I don’t how I’ll function when I’m low on sugar, and I have no idea what’ll happen with my gym schedule. I don’t know if I want to take time off to stay at my parents house for a bit or not. I’m just not looking forward to it.
I’ve been reading Shantaram for a while, it’s too long but I quite like the book. In page 136, the character Lin talks about how he was given the chance to reinvent himself, to follow the river within, and become the man he had always wanted to be. I found to be quite profound. I think we all can also have the chance to reinvent ourselves, to be someone different, someone better. It was just one line in the book, but it really got me thinking.











